Pain is not it is all
More it is much more
Happy days often return
Tears again run
Nights are often long
Silence again prolong…
I started to write a poem but the aching
in the heart is just too much. We have heard so many times that life is too
complex. I always believed that it could be lived simply.
I have tried to be always happy. I have
always kept simple rules for life. I have kept faith in the people. I have seen
life as it has presented itself, never tried to go into the evil
interpretations. I have done things as people have expected me to do, I have
always told them whatever they wanted to know. I have always believed in the
God. I have always thought that people can teach me so many new things. I have
slept early and I wake early, for I fear darkness. Whenever I will wake in the
middle of the night, I always pray to God to please sit by my side so that I
can sleep without fear.
I always wave from the train doors at
the kids who are waving from outside. I always put my hands outside the window
when it rains and sprinkle rain drops on me. I avoid drinking tea because it
burns my tongue. Some times I can not
cross a busy road for scores of minutes and I pray to God to please walk by my
side so that I can cross without fear.
I think I have asked God for so many
things. She wants to teach me that never keep any expectations. That is why she
has given me so much pain, so much tears. I have cried so much to please
forgive me, I will take away expectations also from my life. But God wants me
to shed more silent tears because again I am expecting forgiveness.
I don’t know what to do.
