Emotions and Cognizance : The spectacle that it makes of life !!

Monday, 19 January 2009

GOOD BYE KORBA

I didn’t have to look at India’s map to know where Korba lies. I was happy to get Korba as it was the nearest ‘EDC’ from my hometown. After being born and brought up in Jharkhand and graduating from Uttrakhand, it was but destiny to enter my job life from Chattisgarh.

When I look back at my five months of stay at Korba, sitting in Indica on my way back home, getting the puncture corrected against the background of “Tumse mohabbat kar lun ji bhar ke....”, I feel confused. Five months is too long a period to waste like ‘picnic days’ and too short a period to accomplish something substantial. I tried to use these five months like that only, but to the extent which I succeeded is doubtful.

Anyways, before going too self-centric, let me dedicate some praise for the place Korba itself. It was better than my expectations. Roads were good, shops were sufficient, their quality was good. Restaurants were OK, the people were nice. One interesting fact -- It is the 10th highest income tax payee city in India! Money was in plenty with everyone in Korba. Once I was in the bank to make a demand draft of 2000 rupees. I was third in the queue. The first person deposited a bag full of money in his account and the second one cashed in a cheque of rupees two lakhs!

Korba looked beautiful at night. The reflection of waning lights on Hasdev river and its canals created a real splendour. The transport nagar chowk with traffic lights and parallel running railway track gave Korba an English look. But the autos and bicycles helped it to retain its Indian charm. The real USP of Korba was its chimneys. Clean chimneys of NTPC, dirty ones of CSEB and the ‘Kopper Chimney’. Sesh Nath had given an interesting chimney theorm. We had observed that the most of the younger generation who were born in Korba were taller than their parents who had migrated from some other place to work here. According to Sesh Nath, it was because of the chimneys. The hot gases coming out of the chimney created a positive temperature gradient and hence a negative pressure gradient. This reduced pressure at the top pulled the heights of young Korbans.

Korba always was not beautiful. My first night was, well, awful. On the very first night, I went to Green Valley Bar, my first experience of bar. Although I didn’t drink but I got a peek into the days to come and the friends I got – Omi, Sesh, Suraj, Subho. Murmu, Khevs and Devi were not there on that night. These were the people who shared my good and bad times and these were the best people I possibly could have got as friends. They all loved me, respected my needs and above all understood me. With them, I never felt low. Their poor but lively jokes refreshed me every time I felt tired studying. For most idiots who termed them as ‘villains’, they were the only people who didn’t fake. They were same in your face and behind your back. If only someone had heard what the ‘good’ people had to say behind their backs.
To be continued......

Tuesday, 16 December 2008

Intepersonal relations and the heck!!

My Korba stay has taught me one thing for sure, if people have time, they waste it thinking about others. Going by the same logic, if people have less time for themselves, they must think for themselves. What an interesting scenario it creates?




Many texts refer humans as 'complex social animals'. How true it sounds now!! When I arrived at Korba, I admit to have some prejudices. I used to discuss with my college friends that it would be difficult for me to adjust with the people in NTPC. Even if I accept them for what they are, they wont accept me for who I am. The latter still holds good but the former, I spoilt it. I had never thought that it would be so difficult. Every person is such a mystery in oneself, still such is the simplicity of character that you never know what they are really up to. Yet thats life..



People fall to obvious traps, I guess thats a way to assure that they belong to the place. Recognition is the ultimate lure, you will rarely apply logic there. If someone appreciates you, you yield for good or bad. The problem comes when you know all those tactics and fight to keep yourself aloof. I think falling in the obvious pits is life, you know its worthless - still accept it.



Clash of ego is usually blamed for such problems. But my opinion differs. Without ego there is no human being, afterall we go through such traumas in life only to achieve something to be proud of. I believe its the difference of understanding and the difference of perception that creates problem. Every person has one's own intelligence level and one's own horizon of understanding within which one operates. This difference of levels and circle of influence create problem. It's like the three dimensional venn diagrams where intersection of sets are really scarce.


So, what's the solution? Interpersonal relations is too complicated a matter and you waste time on it only because you have spare time. The best thing to do is to indulge yourself with something meaningful so that you find no time to think about all these heck. Just smile and let other people do whatever they want and you do your own work. With little time left you will think of yourself only.... I hope so....

Saturday, 13 December 2008

Give India


Only a life lived for others is worth living -- Albert Einstein


Giving back to society can be a beautiful experience. Be a part of this experience.


Spread a smile, Lend a hand, Make a difference.


Thursday, 11 December 2008

Writing the first blog is never easy... yet counting my hours before a centralised test, absolutely sure of hitting the rock bottom, the experience is quite refreshing.

I think posts in the blog will be a reflection of what actually I want to do. Everybody wants to see an ideal oneself in the mirror, but rarely that happens. Blog is a way to create a self image, a mirror which shows what you want to see.

Is this channelising of my positive energies towards something constructive or is this an outburst of my frustrations out of failures elsewhere in life. The question glares...

Hoping for an enjoyable blogging....